Lose You To Love Me
They say that the person you like or love would make you want to become a better person, that they would inspire you to become the best version of yourself. So why then whenever I think of you I love myself a little less and hate myself a little bit more, until all I have is hatred for myself? why then whenever I think of you all I want to do is to self destruct? why then with you. I've become the worst possible version of myself? one of my friend ever asked me this weird question. The question was why do I like him ? she even asked me the truly reason why on earth I like him. Oh I'm sorry why I love him. I nodded. I could give her a million thousand reason why. I could tell her that I love the way his eyes sparkle when he sees something he loves. I could tell her that I love the way he tries hard in his work but won't care to admit it. I could tell her I love that he wears black shirt and jeans or the way he mix and match his office outfit or what perfume he wears when we...