Dear My Future Husband
Dear my future husband, A life with me won't be easy. Past trauma has thought me into guard my heart. I talk back and i stand up for myself. My feelings are easily hurt. I overthink about everything. Even for something that hasn't happened. I often do believing the worst case scenario. I will need you to be straight forward and honest with me. Because people in my past prove to be deceitful and untrustworthy. I'll need constant reassurance of your love throught words but more importantly action. I'm still learning to love myself. To see myself the way God sees me. I fight the voices in my head each day that tell me i'm not enough. I fight my despression and axiety. Someday i fight just to get out of bed. Someday i fight just to face the world. And at my worst day i even have to battle my self to get up when the sun comes down. But i'm a fighter. I'll fight for your love and for your heart and i will never quit. I promise to love you with every beat of my ...